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    The Devil Made Me Do It/Seizing Control

    I don't often reflect on "who I am" anymore, not as much as I did when I was a teenager, when I had bouts of conscious identity crises. During that...
    Post by: MelancholyRose, Apr 12, 2013
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    The Clown That Isn't Funny

    Last night I was working hard on my current novel, one in which the two main characters both have psychological issues, ones which I studied and...
    Post by: MelancholyRose, Apr 11, 2013
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    Darkness From Within

    Last night, I had such an incredibly chilling nightmare, and it's been nagging at me all afternoon. Like most of my nightmares go, this didn't start...
    Post by: MelancholyRose, Jan 23, 2013
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    Seamen

    I don't know why I feel the need to write this one down. In many ways, it was so charmingly witty and ridiculous. In most dreams, I feel nothing...
    Post by: MelancholyRose, Jan 18, 2013
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    Going down

    While riding in a car with friends somewhere in the middle of nowhere on a long stretch of empty road, I saw an airplane in the sky, completely...
    Post by: MelancholyRose, Jul 30, 2012
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    Lingering

    As an author, a lot of my ideas for books come from dreams, more than I'd like to admit. I plan to write a novel loosely based on last night's dream,...
    Post by: MelancholyRose, Jul 27, 2012
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    Don't follow me

    I've been a bit of a nervous wreck all night and today. I was planning to go out this afternoon to do some swimming to help me relax, and finally,...
    Post by: MelancholyRose, Jul 3, 2012
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    Recurring nightmares

    These dreams are still happening, and they've been going on for months. They all play out differently and they aren't exactly identical to one...
    Post by: MelancholyRose, Jun 27, 2012
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    The Violated and Violent

    My dream last night was horrifying at the time. I played as Kevin for a little while, and usually, I really love dreams where I'm playing as him, but...
    Post by: MelancholyRose, Dec 12, 2011
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    Children of Death

    I have a lot of dreams where I'm playing as character's I've created in real life. I've had a heavy focus on two of mine lately, since they are the...
    Post by: MelancholyRose, Oct 28, 2011
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    Stand-Off

    Dream time: Christmas Eve, night. It's winter and snowing, but it isn't cold. I'm not even dressed in winter clothes. I treat it a lot like late...
    Post by: MelancholyRose, Jun 25, 2011
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    Disturbing nightmare - violation and murder

    I forgot most of this dream, but there was a large, significant part of it that I do remember. A friend and I were staying in someone's house for a...
    Post by: MelancholyRose, Jun 22, 2011
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    The Battle Never Ends

    Lately, every night my dreams have involved a battle or war of some kind. I don't remember any other details in them, except it's me versus various...
    Post by: MelancholyRose, Jun 22, 2011
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    More dreams about men eager to talk with me, but less violent

    I've had dreams a lot in the past where men try to talk with the female version of me and I get upset with them, usually because they eventually try...
    Post by: MelancholyRose, Jun 18, 2011
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    Young boys love me... a little too much.

    My dream last night was a bit strange, and I felt really weird when I woke up. "Weird" as in "really disturbed." I don't remember the details, but...
    Post by: MelancholyRose, Jun 5, 2011